Toward the last in the morning she could not
get up, even when I rattled her pan.
I helped her into the yard, but she stumbled
and fell. I knew it was time.
The last night a mist drifted over the fields.
In the morning she would not raise her head–
the far, clear mountains we had walked
surged back to mind.
We looked a slow bargain: our days together
were the ones we had already had.
I gave her something the vet had given,
and patted her still, a good last friend.
– William Stafford, from Someday, Maybe
Roxanne Josephine Hayes
February 2005 —October 4th 2017
My constant companion for 12 years and 7 months. Years ago I used to joke about how I would ever live without her. Now I guess I’ll figure that out.